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..this is me; at my lowest point of vulnerability..

...i love(d) you...

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Last updated 2005-03-21 09:58:59

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Joined: 2004-05-02

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oh god i'm all sewn up; a hardened razor cut...scar map across my body; trace the line through miseries design.

.:from.my.reflection.on.this.razor.blade..ive.heard.ten.thousand.dying.screams..and.theyre.calling.me:.

x.nothing.was.supposed.to.hurt.like.this. .missing.you.was.always.one.more.kiss. .now.theres.nothing.i.can.do. .one.more.nail.in.the.coffin.and.its.all.for.you.x




me: 18. boy. broken heart. bad breath, ugly penis. unwanted & unloved. i break hearts, habits and ribs. atheist to the point of fanatacism. artist. amatuerish writer. i steal things from people. ownership doesn't exist.

You're more punk, hardcore, mod, straightedge, emo, indie than me. Your hair is cooler, your pants are tighter, you have more tattoos and piercings. Your favorite band is more obscure than mine. Your shoes are more vintage and so is your tshirt. Your gauges are bigger, you know more people in bands and your black jelly bracelets are the envy of scenesters everywhere. Your photography is blacker and whiter, your profile is wittier. In a scene where the music has taken a backseat to the haircuts, you win and I lose.


I'll cut an X over my heart

A bullet with your name
right through my chest
proving love was worth
dying for





Hearts don’t forget to break
walls crossed behind we fall down
the bridges that carry us home.






I broke
through this
hollow shell
that once
held me
so tight,
Icouldn'tbreathe
(cry it up)
with me.
what, boring you?









DO YOU CARE IF I
DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY
WILL YOU SLEEP TONIGHT
OR WILL YOU THINK OF ME
WILL I SHAKE THIS OFF
PRETEND IT'S ALL OKAY
THAT THERE'S SOMEONE OUT THERE
WHO FEELS JUST LIKE ME
THERE IS











I guess you won't be
coming home a martyr...



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1000 nightmares, a static lullaby, absinthe & acid, aconite thrill, afi, alkaline trio, animal rights, anti-flag, art, as i lay dying, atheism, atreyu, avenged sevenfold, bad religion, barry white, bauhaus, beach in winter, bill murray, billy joel, black eyeliner, bleeding through, blood brothers, blues, bob marley, caliban, cellar door, chopin, chuck palahniuk, classical, cocaine, cold, confused rhythm, converge, cradle of filth, cube 2: hypercube, dallas green, danzig, dashbaord confessional, david hockney, dead kennedys, depeche mode, donald darko, dreams, eighteen visions, elliott smith, eminem, emo, everything was perfect, fight club, films, five pointe-0, from autumn to ashes, goodbyes, guns n' roses, hardcore, heartache, him, himsa, hungry jacks, igby goes down, iktpq, illiterate elitism, intellectual intercourse, jack off jill, jazz, jeffrey dahmer, jon lovitz, jude the obscure, killswitch engage, konerak sinthasomphone, korn, kristoffer astrom, kurt cobain, lust, marilyn manson, mark ryden, matchbook romance, memories through scars, metal, metalcore, mindsnare, misfits, morrissey, music, my bed, my chemical romance, nailpolish, neitzsche, nick drake, nirvana, otep, painting, pantera, paradise burning, peanut galleries, philosophy, piano, piercings, placebo, poetry, propagandhi, protesting, public enemy, punk rock, rain, raised fist, rancid, reading, red eyeshadow, rice, risperdal, romance, rufus wainwright, scars, scarves, seinfeld, shadows fall, shotpointblank, silence, skip james, skunx, slain of myself, sleep, smashing pumpkins, stephen hawking, stiff little fingers, stone temple pilots, stylish nihilism, suicide, taking back sunday, tattoos, tegan and sara, the cramps, the cure, the distillers, the perfect world paradox, the used, thee oneironauts, thursday, tiger army, time travel, toast, tom arnold, tool, vegemite, violin, vnv nation, wishing upon stars, writing, zao

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